Staring at the walls to pass the time
Pinch myself make sure I’m still alive
I’m not alright, it’s become a disguise
Friends and family, I’m losing all ties
Staring at the walls to pass the time
Pinch myself to make sure I’m still alive
I’ve been here before, I will survive
Another month under gray skies
Another month under gray skies
Gray skies
I’m holding on as tight as I can
The monotony never seems to end
Every day feels the same
Every day I think about the place
I’d rather be than here
I’ve been here before, I will survive
Another month under these gray skies
I’ve been here before, I will survive
Another month under these gray skies
We’ve carried each other
Through and over the seas, over seas
We live for nights like this
The ones we won’t forget, forever remembered
We live for nights like this
The ones we won’t forget, forever remembered
I hope to open my eyes to see this picture
I’m throwing it all away
I hope to open my eyes to see this moment
That I should treasure forever
Staring at the walls to pass the time
Pinch myself make sure I’m still alive
I’m not alright, it’s become a disguise
Friends and family, I’m losing all ties
I’m holding on as tight as i can
Coming home, I don’t know when
I’m holding on as tight as I can
I swear
I swear
My dearest love, I woke up tired today
Even more so than yesterday
How that’s possible I don’t even know
Nor do I want to
It’s hard to find a motivation when you are this drained
My body aches but I’m used to feeling this way
17 down, 17 to go, that’s not so bad right?
I think of home often and of you even more
Yesterday I saw the sun shining
It appeared for a few minutes just after 2
For a moment I found myself smiling
As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
Maybe that was enough, thank God, I needed that
For a moment I found myself smiling
As if those short rays of light
Were enough to get me by
Maybe that was enough
Thank God, I surely needed that
I surely needed that
Thank God, I surely needed that